Be Content

Be content in all circumstances. 

Ok, that's easy enough. Not. Going on nine months of being sick, and the "be content" thing can get pretty challenging. But, thankfully it's not for Jesus. And, by His Grace He is continually reminding me and empowering me to be content in ALL circumstances. 

One way He reminds me of this is through Paul. Paul says,

"Not that I am speaking of being in need, for I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content. I know how to be brought low, and I know how to abound. In any and every circumstance, I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need.  I can do all things through him who strengthens me." -Philippians 4:11-12

Be content in whatever situation, whether hunger, plenty or need. How can this be done? Only through Christ.

After a refreshing conversation with my great friend Kalle Wagner, who has had health complications, I was reminded again to be content. Kalle shared with me a good word that someone shared with her. She said instead of trying to figure it all out and fix everything, what would it look like to just accept them and live? 

Profound. 

What a freedom there is in that? Accept my circumstances and live. (Sigh of relief) I guess it's time to let myself in on a little secret, I cannot fix this. It is not up to me. It may never be "fixed". And, that's OK. To try and figure it out and be anxious about it is wasted energy. Philippians 4:6 says do not be anxious about ANYTHING. Nada, zilch, zero. 

So, what was my first response when I got a call from my doctor this afternoon telling me that to try and treat my non-functioning gall bladder, they are putting me on a one month treatment and if it doesn't work, they are going to surgically remove the gall bladder, which gives me a 60/40 chance of getting better? Hm, well, I got a little anxious at first. But, after remembering to abide in Jesus, I'm actually feeling thankful. I'm thankful to know that God is sovereign over all. I'm thankful that my doctors are giving everything a chance before pulling out my organ. And, I'm thankful that Jesus is teaching me how to be content in all circumstances and that I can do ALL things through Him who strengthens me.